Use Once and Destroy

Sweater - Leather Top - Skirt - Vintage / Boots - Chloe Sevigny x Opening Ceremony 

It's the emptiness that follows you down

It's the ache inside when it all burns out

It's poisonous, it muscles it aches

it's the emptiness that's all you have left

Too terrified of you frozen breath

It's a bitter mouth, it's buttered and knifed

It's the awful truth you fight for your life

It might as well, it might as well hurt

It might as well, it might as well

- Hole

Yesterday was my Birthday and I was spoiled with presents!

I was so lucky to receive all the goodies I had my eyes on and more....

I wore this outfit when my bf took me out for a birthday cocktail in the middle of the day!

That's what is great about bday's.... you can do what ever you want and not feel guilty indulging in those little pleasures....

xo

J

Doll Parts

Dress - LF / Cardigan - Urban Outfitters / Boots - JC from LF

I am doll eyes

Doll mouth, doll legs

I am doll arms, big veins, dog bait

Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, they really do

Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, but I do too

I want to be the girl with the most cake

I love him so much it just turns to hate

I fake it so real, I am beyond fake

And someday, you will ache like I ache

Someday, you will ache like I ache

- Hole

I have been waiting to wear this dress and I don't know why it took me so long because now I'm already wanting to wear again!

It was one of those magical finds I found at LF.

I wore it to a wedding this past weekend up north in a little town called Occidental.

It was beyond beautiful so I was excited to shoot in a location like this.

It was fun that the wedding was low key and outside, it gave me a reason to pair this delicate dress with my chunky JC Tardies (which I will be living in all fall)!

xo

J

Reasons to Be Beautiful

On Jen...
Sweater Dress & Jacket - Vintage / Shoes - JC / Socks F21

And fading like a rose
Give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body, so sick in his soul
I'll give you my body, just sell me your soul
Oh, and everything I am will be bought an sold
Oh, and everything I am will turn hard and cold
And they say in the end
You'll get bitter just like them
And they steal your heart away
When the fire goes out you better learn to fake
It's better to rise than fade away...
-Hole

There is finally a slight chill in the air...
So I was able to wear something a bit more cozy like this sweater dress!
I like wearing the muted colors with one pop of color like the socks,
it makes the color palette of the outfit look more rich.

xo
J

Miss World

On Jen...

Denim Vest, Bustier & Clutch - Vintage / Skirt - H&M / Jacket - Hurley

Boots - Robert Clergerie / Jewelry - Assorted

I am the girl you know, can't look you in the eye

I am the girl you know, so sick I cannot try

And I am the one you want, can't look you in the eye

I am the girl, you know I lie, I lie and lie

I'm miss world, somebody kill me

Kill me pills

No one cares, my friends

My friend

I'm Miss World, watch me break and watch me burn

No one is listening, my friend

- Hole

It was a Saturday night and my friends and I ventured out and tried a hot new restaurant

called Cleo in Hollywood that is part of the new Redbury Hotel.

The cuisine is Mediterranean and quite tasty!

I bought this maxi skirt awhile back when H&M was having their holiday sale. I loved the print because from afar it looks maybe animal print but it's not.

Pairing it with my bustier makes the long maxi a bit more sexy and edgy...

which is just the way I like it!

Hope you all had a great weekend!

xo J